Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Why do I do it??

Why do I do it? Why do I give her potatoes when I know she will cry all night?? Maybe it's because it's the only vegetable she will eat. Maybe it's because the pediatrician said she shouldn't be having bad reactions to potatoes. Maybe it's not the potatoes. Maybe it's a coincidence that she is always cutting teeth when I give her potatoes. If it's teeth, why does she sleep one night and the next night not? I don't know if it's the potatoes at all. What I do know is that I am totally exhausted. Not just from the crying baby either. I can't fall asleep anymore. I will literally toss and turn for hours, and when I do fall asleep, I am awoken by the horrid grinding of teeth...HORRID grinding that Mike has recently started. We figure it's stress related. Why can't my stress-response be grinding teeth instead of insomnia??? If it weren't for naptime, I'd be a zombie. Only 2 more hours till naptime. I LOVE naptime!!!

On the plus side, it is an absolutely gorgeous day out. I wish I had some friends nearby to go outside with. I took Rory for a walk to the store for cheezies, but the thought of walking for 20 minutes to the park, to play by ourselves, and walking 20 minutes back home just doesn't appeal to me today. I'm too tired! Which totally stinks, because it's supposed to rain the next two days.

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